Tuesday, 21 July 2015

I've Been A Bad Bad Blogger

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It's been a crazy school year, from the arrival of the wee three year olds in September right the way to the last days of term in July. We've still not had a call from Ofsted and this year worries over accelerated progress, how often to report data and the quality of learning journals has never been far from my thoughts. It sometimes makes me wonder how I ever manage to get any teaching done with all this assessment bureaucracy in the way. But holidays have (finally!) arrived and now I have the chance to think about things other than teaching. 

Imagine the scene. 

It's the best Sunday of the year: the one where you have no work tomorrow and no (official*) work for six weeks. I turn to Andy and say "I really need to get my blog going again over the summer break. I need to make it work so I can actually find time to blog during term time as well." He responds with lots of nodding and yes-yessing. 

Shortly afterwards I was tweeted by the lovely Lucy at Lucy In The Clouds who said "Just having a blog catch up and realised you haven't posted all year. Was that a conscious decision or did it just happen?" Yikes - someone eventually found me out! 

But yes, it's true - it just happened. Life was so busy that I had no time to make conscious decisions about not blogging. I've felt guilty then angry followed by frustrated that I've just not found/made the time for blogging or doing the nice things that you can write about in a blog. My work-life balance hasn't really existed; moments of fun have been snatched from times when I should be cleaning the house, looking after my husband or being a better teacher. Isn't it bad when having a little bit of me-time becomes something you feel bad for doing.

That said, I'm a big champion for the phrase New Year, New Start. To me, the big new year starts in September when term begins, with January just being an 'official' celebration and a chance to remind yourself of everything you promised to do in the last 4 months but haven't achieved yet. When I start school again on 1st September, I'm determined to make more effort to plan house-time and me-time ahead to achieve a little more of a work-life balance because I realise how unhappy it's made me and my little household of husband and cat feel this year.

So now, 6 weeks of holidays lie ahead. At the moment, my domestic world is a little topsy turvy as we have our lovely decorator in (doing a 3 year spruce up) and everything is packed away or needing to be packed asap. I'm also typing this while wincing as the RSI in my left thumb has decided to pay me a visit - ouch! Everything in my little life has the potential to begin to be better, it just needs some tweaking.

Therefore I'm going to leave you hanging for a couple of weeks while I sort life out and get a grip on all things important and then make a big return sometime around the 10th of August, with me ready to face the world feeling domestically sorted, happy and hopefully in a more comfortable position thumb-wise for sustained typing.

I look forward to sharing the TA-DAH moment with you. In the meantime, enjoy the joys of July! x

* I say 'official' because I know that there will be a minimum of 3-5 days spent at school as I set up my new classroom and days spent at home creating resources for my new Reception(!) class. But we won't think about that for now.

Monday, 29 December 2014

52 Lists / Fifty Two


This week: List the things you loved and loathed in 2014 and the things that excite you about 2015


(Let's get the loathed out the way first!)
Not So Lovely Stuff
Getting really poorly with flu and pneumonia and ending up in hospital - not fun one bit
My hair falling out after my illness and wondering when it would stop
Having another lower respiratory infection just before Christmas
Hardly seeing/talking to my godchildren and friends this year
Saying final goodbyes to much loved family
The long list of stuff I meant to do and never got round to doing
The lack of books read (For the first time I could probably count the number of books I read on one hand)
Piling on lots of weight in the spring and summer
Few blog posts with pictures and interesting stuff


Very Lovely Stuff
The gorgeous Milly moving in with Mum and Dad
Lots of sofa snuggles with Andy and Brina
Seeing my 2013-14 class my great progress and settle well into life in Reception
Completing my first year as a teacher with an excellent end-of-year report from my Mentor
Receiving my first completely Outstanding lesson grading in the Autumn Term
A fantastic holiday in Scotland and the Lake District
Attending Ladies Finals Day at Wimbledon
Watching Andy Murray play at the ATP finals
Completing my Instagram 365Me Project
Winning an iPad Mini in a raffle
Getting my crafting bug back
Laughing with colleagues at school
Our Burns' Night Dinner in January
Saturday Afternoon Tea trips with Gemma
Our May Bank Holiday visit to the Cotswolds
Buying my first bike and cycling on Saturday morning trips to the butcher
Frosty mornings
Sunny summer days
The Paddington Bear film
Cutting back wasted time on Facebook
Losing one stone in the autumn
My postcard gallery around my desk at school
Belle & Boo making me smile
Receiving lovely long emails from family and friends
My hair growing back
Nicki & Gianni's wedding
Lots of lovely visits to Grey's Court
Keeping this List Project going throughout the entire year

Eagerly Anticipating in 2015
Working out future plans with Andy - house, job and family
Relaxing into teaching and not spending all my working days stressed and fretting
Putting time aside to be quiet and read some books, do some crafting
Lose another 3/4 stone, tone up and get fit
More tennis trips
More bike riding
Camping in the North East and Yorkshire and wherever else we end up
Completing another Instagram project (undecided what to call it yet)
Growing my hair - the bob's been lovely but long locks will be attempting a comeback in 2015
Spending more time with godchildren and friends
More afternoon teas
Lots of telephone calls, emails and letters to friends and family
Updating this blog more frequently and more imaginatively

What did you love and loathe in 2014?
What are you getting excited about in 2015?

Thanks for reading this list project with me throughout the year. 
I hope that it's not been too dull and given you a little insight into my little world. 

I have just enjoyed looking back at posts throughout the year and seeing how my ideas and mood has changed over 2014. It's been a good year, not the best but not the worst. It's involved lots of hard work and sweat but fewer tears than I would have imagined. It's had plenty of highs and lows, seen lots of lovely things and heard lots of coughing and laughing. 

Thank you 2014 - you've been a challenging pleasure! 

Wednesday, 17 December 2014

52 Lists / Fifty One


This Week: List some magical Christmas Day memories

Waking up to a new bedroom on Christmas morning
When I was 10 we moved house and it took a fair while to get everything sorted. For Christmas Mum and Dad decorated my room and had bought new furniture, bed linen and blinds. I went to sleep on Christmas Eve in their bed but woke up in my new bedroom on Christmas Morning. It was a wonderful surprise.

Dancing around to The Snowman
I vividly remember dancing around my Aunty and Uncle's dining table with my slightly older boy cousin to the beautiful music of The Snowman. It's a warm memory that I remember ever year and always brings back lovely reminiscences about my uncle who passed away when I was 8.

Helping with the pigs-in-blankets
I have really clear memories of helping Mum to make the pigs-in-blankets on Christmas Morning when I was about 5 or 6. I was wearing my pyjamas still and it was dark outside. The radio was playing festive songs and it was a lovely start to the day.

Our first Christmas at home
In 2008 Andy and I celebrated our first Christmas together in our flat. We spent the day at Mum and Dad's but it was lovely to wake up in our own home and open our stockings together. It was the year we started our own Christmas traditions.

Pass the phone
Growing up I spent most Christmases in the company of grandparents, great-aunts and uncles - just as I think Christmas should be - and on Christmas evening we always used to telephone my grandparents siblings around the country to wish them a Merry Christmas. This was in the days before speaker phones and so we passed the phone around and had the same conversation again and again. It was also before cordless phones so we must have had to swap chairs as well!

There are so many more wonderful memories I could add to this but there's just not enough time at this busy point in the year. I'm hoping more magical memories will be made this year.

What are your most magical Christmas memories?





Saturday, 13 December 2014

52 Lists / Fifty


This week: List your favourite Christmas carols, music and songs

I cannot underestimate how much I love Christmas music. Over the years I have acquired so many Christmas CDs. We've always had an unwritten rule to not listen to any music before the start of December, so I look forward to getting them all out on the morning of the 1st December and trying to play them all at some point during Advent and the holiday period. 

It's really hard to put together a shortlist of my favourites as there are far too many but this year I put together a CD of some of my favourites for my friend Shannon @ Toolson Family. I chose tracks that I thought were very British and she might not have heard before (she's lives in Washington State in America and I'm pretty sure that dear old Shaky hasn't reached there yet!), so I've decided that these are the songs I will share with you today. 

God Rest You Merry, Gentlemen – Traditional Carol
There's something about this carol that evokes the spirit of a traditional Victorian Christmas and all things Dickens.

Dancing Day – Traditional, performed by Maddy Prior & The Carnival Band
I love some folky music at Christmas, perfect for our pie and ale night between Christmas and New Year when we put aside fancy food and bubbly for traditional grub. I love Maddy Prior's voice, for some reason I think she must be just like Clarrie Grundy from The Archers!

Here We Come A Wassailing – Traditional, performed by Kate Rusby
Rocking Carol – Traditional, performed by Kate Rusby
Kate Rusby has a beautiful voice and has such an extensive knowledge about the history of the tradition of the carol and carolling in Yorkshire. I would love to see her perform at Christmas but have her live video of Christmas songs and this and her seasonal CDs is brilliant for listening to when getting the house ready.

Gaudete – Traditional, performed by Steeleye Span
More folky music but I love this one particularly as it's one of Andy's favourites.

Coventry Carol – Traditional
This is beautiful and so calming. There are so many different versions of it but I love Sixteen's recording as the voices are so clear and bright.

Fantasia On Christmas Carols – Traditional, arranged by Ralph Vaughan Williams
Wassail Song – Traditional, arranged by Ralph Vaughan Williams
Life at home with Mum and Dad would not be the same without the music of Vaughan Williams. He was one of our nation's most important people with regards to preserving old carols and his arrangements are beautiful. These are both uplifting and calming. 

Bethlehem Down –  Peter Warlock
This is a beautiful piece of music, so minimal in volume and yet so powerful. I have sung this in concerts a couple of times and every time I enjoy it.

A Spotless Rose – Herbert Howells
I've listened to this 20th century piece for many years but it is only in the last year or so that I have really listened to it carefully and have sought out more pieces by Herbert Howells. I love to run myself a bath with festive bubbles and listen to this whilst I soak by candlelight. Peace!

In the Bleak Midwinter – Music by Harold Edwin Darkes
The version by Harold Darkes reminds me of the desolate English countryside in winter. I can see a beautiful country church and a snowy landscape. Whilst the words by Christina Rosetti are so gentle and innocent. It's the perfect carol for this cold, dark time of year.

Shepherd’s Farewell – Hector Berlioz performed by The Pavao Quartet
This piece by Berlioz is always sung at church on the last Sunday of Christmas just before the decorations are taken down. For me it signals the end of the festive period and the joys of Epiphany and Candlemas to come. This version is performed by my lovely friend Jenny Sacha and her string quartet.

Nativity Carol - John Rutter, performed by Clare College, Cambridge
Christmas wouldn't be Christmas without some John Rutter. He has written some beautiful modern carols that are not only great to listen to but fantastic to sing.

The Power Of Love – Frankie Goes To Hollywood
Something from my childhood in the 80s, that is beautiful and yet so cold. It always reminds Andy and I of an American store manager we had at Daisy & Tom who wouldn't allow this to be played at Christmas as she didn't think it was a seasonal song. I just hope she cringed at her comments when John Lewis used Gabrielle Aplin's version a few years ago. 

Walking In the Air (The Snowman) – Howard Blake, performed by Aled Jones
I grew up loving The Snowman. It really means Christmas for any chid of the 80s and this brings back memories of dancing around the dining room at my Uncle's house aged about 4 or 5. My dear Uncle passed away when I was only 8 and I have so few memories of him but this makes me remember him and is an ongoing connection to him. It gives me goosebumps and brings a tear to my eye every year.

Do They Know It’s Christmas? – Band Aid (Original version, 1984)
You cannot beat the original! When I hear the first few bars of this on the radio I know that Christmas is just around the corner. It has so many of my favourite performers on it and I play the game every year of trying to remember who sings what line.

In Dulci Jubilo – Mike Oldfield
This is our 'dancing round the kitchen' song. Christmas wouldn't be Christmas without it. Brilliant!

Merry Xmas Everybody – Slade
This is the epitome of a British Christmas in the 20th century - a perfect snapshot of working-class festive experiences. And you cannot help but sing along!

Merry Christmas Everyone – Shakin’ Stevens
Another 80s tune (were the best Christmas songs written in the 70s and 80s?) that I just love dancing to and singing along with. If I was on the Strictly Come Dancing Christmas Special I would just have to Quickstep to this!

Other favourites...
The Nutcracker - Tchaikovsky (especially the Waltz of the Snowflakes and the Pas de Deux)
A Carol Symphony - Victor Hely-Hutchinson (Dad's favourite and memories of the BBC's The Box of Delights)
A Ceremony of Carols - Benjamin Brittain (through my chest infection I've missed out seeing this at St Paul's Cathedral this year - so disappointed, it's the perfect start to the holidays!)
Last Christmas - Wham
Have Yourself A Merry Little Christmas - Judy Garland
Sleigh Ride - Ella Fitzgerald

I could go on forever and still be writing this list at Christmas 2015!
I hope this has been an interesting list of my reasons behind my favourite Christmas music.

What are your favourite festive tunes and why?